Ustadha, “The Door Between Us”

We were galaxies in collision— two stars who knew fire, but not the cost of burning. We said goodbye like architects of our own silence, each believing the other would knock once the dust settled. But time… Time is a clever thief. It steals the courage you once had to say, “I miss you.” Now we move through separate suns, our shadows still touching in places we’ll never admit. I write you in dreams. I fold unsent letters in my chest where your name still echoes like a psalm too sacred to speak aloud. You see, we loved like prophets— but pride is louder than prophecy. And so we linger on the edge of old doorways, palms hovering inches from the handle, but hearts… hearts too haunted to turn it. Not because we don’t care— but because we care too much to bleed again. So we wait. Two ghosts in daylight passing through memories, each hoping the other might be the brave one. HEicH

Kitale skies

Flames burning, 

Firery sky

In there hope lacking,

Sunset lyre

Changing light,gives hope benign

My night and day, where is the lie......

HeICh

doors wide open

Creaking doors, 

Lavish floors,

Want Some carpet? Wall to wall,

Times I felt Soo small, next thing walking with giants Tall,

So too do I bleed, 

Grateful that I bleed, thus I know I am alive,

That even this.... We can survive,

Can't swim to save my life, 

But for this.... I would take a dive....

Deep end,

The spanner in the bend,

Post this? Labda ita trend,

Here to capture souls, atelast we on a roll,

Can I tell you you mean More?

HeICh

Ustadha, Labda, Subrah

OODA

To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower, Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour, A robin redbreast in a cage, Puts all heaven in a rage. A dove-house filled with doves and pigeons, Shudders hell through all its regions” was how the poet and painter William Blake expressed it.

Hatta Frasha

The following ain't no lie, I would hold you close, look into your eyes,
Leave you in a phase, no chance to lower your gaze,
I will traverse your mind,
See what's inside,
Clear to tell you're one of a kind,
Coz its like you are the Center between where my future and my past is,
Throwing my world off it's axis,.

hEicH

Osiepna

An empress such as as you deserves a crown, always a pretty face, never a frown. Stuck in your love, let me drown.

Never a thought to make you want, never loose ur respect, perspective still, livity please. I I see You as true, clear heart, sky blue, clean like the morning due, me love how

Blow as so, gyal a nice so , ask me her name I say .....she know

HEicH

She got me inna Grip

I miss u anytime ur away, such as the ground misses rain in january I dare say,
You got me heart gripped, ur sweet essence every time I wanna take a sip

The same thing that pulls the moth to the light, is the same same thing that pulls the heart so tight..... The love of love, the wings of doves, ...... The option to love......

But still we just two souls flirting in the gentle night, the mood jus right, wings that could take flight, a dreamy future so we hold on to the present for it is a gift.

So see Esh got me in a twist, her passionate roots me can't resist, her craving still persists, a longing so deep, anything I would do for just one sip, see Esh got me in a twist

Words ooze out, thoughts never shared, memories still hearts paired, in life's full glare we demand our piece, our moment, our place, for we belong, we matter, the moment we sieze, for when am with u am at peace

To think of another gives life meaning, to know that another matters, tells me am alive, to true that without her how did I survive, my heart stops,her touch revives, whatever life brings lord knows I will survive, see Esh got me in her grip , her essence I take a sip

HEicH

The Catcher in Rye

“She was terrific to hold hands with. Most girls if you hold hands
with them, their goddam hand dies on you, or else they think they have
to keep moving their hand all the time, as if they were afraid they'd
bore you or something. Jane was different. We'd get into a goddam
movie or something, and right away we'd start holding hands, and we
wouldn't quit till the movie was over. And without changing the
position or making a big deal out of it. You never even worried, with
Jane, whether your hand was sweaty or not. All you knew was, you were
happy. You really were.”
― J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye

Hollow yet full of crap

The world is hollow yet it's full of crap, prepare to gamble.
I give
you a handful of chips
tips on what's to come.
av cried a ton of
tears,
drunk a tons of beer.
It's fun and fears
but learn to
persevere throughout the years,
kept my ears open, eyes looking mouth locked.
Don't rock the boat- if you can't swim,
nobody may be
there with a limb to lend,
a truth painful; yet unbend
too much
church got them saying we need a modern day Moses.
new testament in
hand, written in the blood of coming generations

Heich.

Don't you Trust Me?

You should stop for awhile you will find me standing by
Over here at the side of your life
Spent all your hours just rushing around
Do you have a little time to have a little time for me?

As soon as I leave the house you want to call me

See you got me trapped I'm going crazy this is slavery
You act like it's outrageous give me space or it won't get better
And maybe we will argue and be through with all these sorry letters

Soon as I come home it's like I get the third degree
Where you been and who you with I get no room to breathe It makes me wanna leave
I'm sick of these tricks up your sleeve

Your suspicious I deceive give me grief without belief…… but to me
If you really trust me then it's pitiful
Question me about my whereabouts that's so trivial
Let me live my life and you can live yours
Just be there to help me and support that's what your here for
Not to give me stress and add to pressure
Home is where I go rest now I go to pass the test
I'm sorry if I left you all alone
But I couldn't make it home so we argue on the phone
Don't you trust me?

Calling up my house then hanging up You think that makes sense?
Tell me what it takes for us to shake so we can be friends

It's time for us to take our separate paths
We had a lot of laughs but the good things come to pass

Let's make it an even break don't make it scandalous
Try and be mature I'm pretty sure that we can handle this

Your sayin I'm too busy I ignore you
I guess you didn't hear me when I said that I cared for you

But now it seems the arguments are nightly
I wanna hold you tightly but instead you wanna fight me
So why let it stress and aggravate me
Instead I'd rather break & hope you don't hate me

You tell me that you love me but your lying
Fightin back the urge to start crying

I wipe away your tears come and hug me
I love you like you love me
Girl...but don't you trust me?

I hangup the phone
I can't bare to hear you yellin' at me
Maybe we should end it since neither one of us are happy

You know that I'm emotional so you milk me
Comin' over crying just to get me feelin' guilty

You and me were meant to be and yet
You always wanna sweat how much closer can we get girl don't fret

Just set me back my things and I'll be out
This time I'm breaking out, you let your mouth overcrowd me

I can't take the beefin' and the grieving
I get no room to sleep I hope it ceases cause I'm leaving

Maybe next time you'll be a little more sure
And I can hear you more when you mature
But baby until then I gotta leave ya
It's not that I don't need ya but see ya
And I hope that you understand why I bust it
Not because we rushed it
But girl don't you trust me.


Not that I don't trust you
Don't you trust me?

Not that I don't trust you
Don't you trust me?

Not that I don't trust you

Tupac amaru Shakur Ft Dido

What We Is

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What we is ,

Not what we not,

What we see ,

Not what we thought,

Cruel reality,

Swindling what we bought,

What we give,

Suffices what we receive,

The air we breath,

In gloom we sink,

A cancerous need,

I paint you pink,

And to think,

What I see,  ain’t what it be

Tha purple haze…….,

Destined to carry me away

Heich

Hollow yet full of crap

The world is hollow yet it's full of crap, prepare to gamble.
I give
you a handful of chips
tips on what's to come.
av cried a ton of
tears,
drunk a tons of beer.
It's fun and fears
but learn to
persevere throughout the years,
kept my ears open, eyes looking mouth locked.
Don't rock the boat- if you can't swim,
nobody may be
there with a limb to lend,
a truth painful; yet unbend
too much
church got them saying we need a modern day Moses.
new testament in
hand, written in the blood of coming generations




Heich(2012)